I’m borderline

Hi, I thought I “CURED” myself from depression but I had a relapse this monday and spent 3 days at the hospital.
I have bordeline personality disorder and that explains my messy unstable emotional life.
My next step It’s to find ways to cope with it but I keep on swimming and eating healthy..
Rejection kills me tho… and I am currently feeling rejected.
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